That's it....my first intern in U.S. Every end means a brand new start.   I gotta move on, there are just too many things I need to do this semester. 

 

Lately, everything is good, not bad, except my personal life.  Kinda messed up, unsecure, emotional, frustrated, tired.......that's not what I want.  I guess all is just because I am still too young.     I don't wanna neither get hurt nor hurt others, but it's like no way to get around.    Sometimes, I really feel bad.   It's kinda a life question.   I wish I were strong enough to face any uncertainty, but I guess I am just weak, I need a little comfort when I feel unsecure.   I wish I knew how to deal with things that I don't like, but I am just inexperienced.    I am still wondering about life.   What should I do?   If it's my fault, I'll take it.    There should a cost for being too young.    All I can figure out to do is just trying to be more patient.    Then nothing regret!

 

Fortunately,  my hope of life is not fading away.    Lae, my supervisor, gave me one sentence today:" if u dream, u hope, u desire, u'll finally get what you want, nothing impossible! " Yeah, that's my ideal life, never lose faith.  

 

That don't kill me can only make me stronger.

 

The following is a video from Akon "sorry,blame it on me", I like him very much!  

  

 

Lil wayne,  不是很熟悉, 但是这个video有点意思, 那女声倒是更让人印象深刻.

 

Mario, let me love you, 绝对经典!!~~~ 虽然是几年前的歌了..还是喜欢听

 

恩....喜欢听歌的小孩永远不会变坏....哈哈....要经常推歌